By night we make art of even the most tragic scene, humming a serinade, painting a lyrical portrait of your demise.

and between those baby blues
callous actions find their home
with shaking hands and sweating palms
this trigger finger itches
and with this tension rising
I feel it ease my mind
and with this lonely bullet
i’ll say everything i could never say
and despite the fluttering of lashes
a hole ridden suprise
hot lead kisses on your skin
speak the truths of my goodbye

and I find myself standing once again on this rooftops edge the pavent below armoured with loss and so much woe and i’m praying to feel your arms around my waist pulling me back to earth.

I’ll forever be the tortured, the nameless and alone taking demons to be lovers there flaming tounges speak the horrific stories my mind holds from my mouth inking them to paper and whisper them sweetly back in my ear.

and I still cant see my way searching for the strength hidden amongst my misery but i’ll carry on the search until the end of time until my final breath escapes my bloodchoked lungs followed by cursed words carried on the sweetest melody into your earsand then we’ll both know doing the right thing always hurts the most, the peices of my heart carried on a sparrows wings blackening the morning sky.

and now the words like snakes slither forth, beseached by the impurity of your ever moving tounge, and these rotting lies will now be heartburn for the crows and vultures picking clean the bones of your deceit and your eyes harbour fires i could never extinguish burning bright dwarfed by those burning on the decent into your own personal hell.

and they’ll take my eyes make me another victim of this prolonged sensory castration my tounge, my skin thrown to the wind, and still your scent lingers in the air, distorted acts of deprivation, skating the line between pleasure and pain, and you hoped your song would reach my ears but all they hear are distant murmers through the glass in which they are held, and as all hope peels away it reveals a darker side of me

we’ll forever hide these savage psalms telling tales of beasts hiding in plain sight amongst ordinary men masquerading wolves in wait preying on the sheep of our kind.

from your decaying flesh our will to grow is derived the tallest willows sprouting from your chest and in their branches the ravens roost sheltering their black wings from the night drinking in the tragic scene.

my words resonate echoing through the the canyon of a hole i’ve carved in your chest more a cavern my head and your heart both once called home and the profits still speak of this day all the cold of a winter storm surging forth from where your heart once beat and tonight under the stars they’ll light fires fit for us to die in.

oh October embrace me, let your claws embed themselves deep within my skin paint me awash with loss and sorrow black my eyes and carve my chest and mark me as forsaken, and not even Novembers blissful chimes will wake me from my deep horrific slumber nothing will break the hold these October nightmares have over me, and my eyes have never watched you rest and still I am haunted by my own peice of mindand it seems i’ve read these words a thousand times but each syllable stings my tounge and catches my throat as if they don’t want to be spoken.

take from my chest that which beats, as yours does mine repeats.

take my eyes so I can never again gaze upon a beauty so devine, cast me into the sea alone, i’ll brave its baroness for the rest of my days find solace beneath the waves breath their affection into my lungs and in the deepest black I confide it seems I was holding onto a heart that was never mine, and once again like every time before I find myself washed up hopeless on your shore and my future is still so insecure staining your white sabd with regret.

this smile is for the beautiful wreck your life has become and every tear you cry feeds my happiness until I seem to float, my delight a boat adrift endlessly on a sea of your angst and misery.

In these barron times voiding all hope of salvation our hearts frozen to the very second time standing still fingertips brushing what seems endless hours of nothingness and still we wait involuntary as it seems waiting for the winds to change for a break in this blizzard we call consiousness a neverending blanket of white cloaking the darkest of actions and as the masses pointlessly erases the smallest of sins we write the verses of this winter chill.

I’ll write a verse where I belong, compose another empty song, amongst the pages lines and words, I’ll find the solace I deserve, all the joy I’ve ever felt, placed in a jar upon a shelf, awash with sorrow and dispair, solemn whispers in the thick cold air, and when these gold days turn to night, these broken passages I’ll recite.

I lost count of how many times you looked into my eyes and said we’d last forever, was it easy to say even though you knew it was a lie was it easy to call me soulmate and confess your love for me time after time did it bother you to have me hold u every night to tell the truth im not suprised if happiness is a rose love is surely its will to die and now i’m nowhere in your eyes i could say that im shocked but i saw it coming from a mile and now were full of unsaid goodbyes all I ever wanted was a reason why but your heartless silence will have to suffice I know I never had much at all to say and too be honest I wanted it that way because now the worst is unsaid and its all done atleast I know I’m going to be ok.

i feel as if my heart is failing
my world coming apart at the seems
ground cracking breaking apart under toe
opening canyons beneath me designed to swallow me whole
but i have faith that when the sun returns
when the light of day once again brightens my eyes
i know when the dust settles
even though all hope is gone
i know ill be just fine
cos ill just keep singing
keep screaming these verses till my lungs collapse
and my lack of breath will releive me of my troubles
drag my fears away one by one until all i have is content

recite to me the solemn verses of this imperfect definition that we will share until the bitter end

and we’ll carry this world on our shoulders and our strength is failing with every step that we take until our arms begin to falterwith the strain and the steps we take are making cracks in the world that we hold

as heroes sleep villans dream in vivid colour walking unconsious streets filling your slumberous visions with horrific terrors the likes of which your waking self would never dare to face coating an open mind with a blanket of impurity dismantling triumph and leaving malice in its place vile spectres in the shadows laying foundation for mistrust and evil deeds leave your heroes hope dead in the water anchored to a single point bound by in-action and there he will remain struggling to breathe preyed upon by creatures of the nightdemons i’ve derived from simple imagination martyrs wearing angels masks with eyes of tainted red saviours in their own right shepards of the beloved and departed timefreezeand in this empty hollow the wicked sleep and minutes will seem like years until you rest for eternity inside these walls and the righteous will never find this placethey’ll never find this place we dwell in darkness willing our hears away

build me up and when the happiness is gone ill watch your body break revel in its decay feeding the earth watch the grass grom from the spot where you once lay silent ensnaring me with frostbitten beauty and empty promises coming from cold and lifeless lips your affection once so toxic now all blue grey skin and blackened fingertips

deliver me from amidst the saints so i may adorn the shoes of a sinner walk these darkened roads full of anguish and depravity wear the marks of a temporary soul slowly ticking its time away until all that remains is dust and as the hallowed winds blow all memory is lost

hello bitter lonliness the feeling seems to lie dormant in me surfacing in the dark to pick at the remains of my self worth a sickening feeling just beneath my skin staining me the color of depression and forcing the droplets from my eyes here are my insecurities written in the plainest way irrational writing letters i will never send verses i dare never sing thoughts i dare never speak

I’ll coat my hands with broken glass so I can shred your skin as I let go

my words resonate echoing through the canyon of a hole ive carved into your chest this cavern my head and your heart used to call home and the profits still speak of this day all the cold of a winter storm surging forth from where your heart once beat and tonight under the stars they’ll light fires fit for us to die in

once your affection held my sorrow at bay now the ravens circle where i lay i feel those icy fingers drawing near ill medicate until this faded picture is crystal clear and ill falter with each little step to discover where my heart is kept to gaze upon it one last time knowing it was never mine with you i know it will always be harbouring your tragedy

paint for me a portrait of exquisite agony the happiness that you revere and the anger that you hold so dear splashed upon a canvas pulling forth images of the darkest despair and apathy tears fall exposing the dullest tones and through the night you hear the creatures calling you humming the most seductive melodies the sound travels through you as if it was carried on a razors edge

under these city lights i may never see but im far from blind a monster with the brightest neon smile and the glimmer of pretty vegas shining in my eyes these busy streets singing lullabies to the children born from all our shattered hopes amd dreams

We scream for the most primal reason to break this wretched silencewe scream and we break your word seem sincere but are ultimately hollow they float into my ear and eat at my self worth like an infectious disease untill all i have left is a handful of blackened nothing

Title:call of broken

Intro(increase in volume each repeted line
and now she says
and now she says
and now she says
AN NOW SHE SAYS (sreamed)

Verse 1
maybe she never
maybe shes thought about it
she says those three words
your heart beats faster
and then she takes it away
leaves you wondering

chorus
what if shed stayed
what if you break away
what if you tried just a little harder

(instrumental build up to a breakdown)

breakdown
and now shes gone
so suddenly as if taken on the wind

(softens to bridge riff)
so far away from me
never to return
and the pain inside
will never go away
nothing can compare
to the fear ive felt today

verse 2
maybe shes coming back
maybe im that diluded
she says im not to blame
never pushed her away
she says she cares about me
this game i cannot win
she is so far away
still she dwells within

chorus

outtro
and she says
and she is
and she will always be
and shes gone

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Title:innocent emotions

intro(spoken)
thoughts of perfection
time flew by
nothing but pain
now you appear
and time stands still

Verse1
I reach for you
fingertips on your cheek
wipe away the tears
of so many yesterdays
the smile upon you face is
my eternel happiness

chorus
and I feel
as if i’ve known you all my life
so far away from your embrace
but still dont wanna let go

Bridge
this feeling rises up in me
a way it has never before
and now I feel so alive
now life changes for the better
now that ive found you

verse 2
your eyes
full of the beauty of your soul
entranced by you
I will be forever yours
feelings so strong
life is perfect with you

outtro

Title:hatred in the eye of the beholder
written by A. Said performed by obscurum

(verse 1)
your mouth opens
excuses spew forth
drown yourself in this
useless contradiction
of three words spoken
once upon a never
scream through your
blank expression
tear skin from your
emty ambitions

(chorus)
it seems so
fucking simple
why cant it be
that easy
why do you
pull my life right out
from under me

(verse 2)
this corspe
once spoke your
every dream
but now
it lies faceless
break these
walls away
breathe
you gotta breathe

(bridge)<>
thats it walk away
all you’ve ever done
show us
that u’ve never cared
break a heart three strong
and tear the hopes of the world

(outtro)
see through insecurity
watch this world crumble beneath
feelings fall apart

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